{"id":14125,"date":"2023-12-23T18:33:10","date_gmt":"2023-12-23T17:33:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/?p=14125"},"modified":"2025-07-31T13:08:39","modified_gmt":"2025-07-31T11:08:39","slug":"luciana-bellini-min-psilocybin-rejse-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/da\/insights-and-practical-advice\/luciana-bellini-my-psilocybin-journey\/","title":{"rendered":"\"Et guddommeligt m\u00f8de\" - Evolute Psilocybin Rejserapporter - Luciana Bellini"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"14125\" class=\"elementor elementor-14125\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a108c4d e-flex e-con-boxed e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"a108c4d\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b8ee1ba elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"b8ee1ba\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"288\" height=\"289\" src=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/IMG_0031.webp\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-14217\" alt=\"luciana bellini\" srcset=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/IMG_0031.webp 288w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/IMG_0031-150x150.webp 150w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/IMG_0031-12x12.webp 12w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 288px) 100vw, 288px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\"><\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ed0d04f elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ed0d04f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>Forfatter: <strong>Luciana Bellini, <em>Deltager i EvoLEAD-retreat 2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-518f66a elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"518f66a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg blev bedt om at skrive om min psilocybin-faciliterede rejse, og det havde jeg t\u00e6nkt mig at g\u00f8re.  Men uden en oversigt over den relevante kontekst vil l\u00e6seren ikke kunne forst\u00e5 meget af den betydning, som rejsen havde for mig. Derfor vil jeg f\u00f8rst n\u00e6vne baggrunden for min beslutning om at deltage i Evolute Institute-programmet, samt hensigten med rejsen og rammerne for EvoLEAD Retreat.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Min unders\u00f8gelse af eksistensens natur\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">For 30 \u00e5r siden l\u00e6ste jeg filosofi p\u00e5 universitetet. Min opfattelse af filosofi var en unders\u00f8gelse af eksistensens sandhed, i mods\u00e6tning til at lege med begreber, som var den fremherskende opfattelse i den akademiske verden p\u00e5 det tidspunkt. Derfor forlod jeg til sidst institutionen. Det var gennem \u00d8stens filosofi, at jeg fandt mere tilfredsstillende svar p\u00e5 mine dybeste sp\u00f8rgsm\u00e5l. Jeg var is\u00e6r tiltrukket af den non-duale tradition Advaita Vedanta, som h\u00e6vder, at der ikke er andet end Brahman, Sat-Chit-Ananda: Gr\u00e6nsel\u00f8s bevidsthed, gr\u00e6nsel\u00f8s v\u00e6ren, gr\u00e6nsel\u00f8s lyksalighed. Kroppen, sindet og verden opst\u00e5r i, og er skabt af, Brahman. If\u00f8lge Advaita Vedanta er den grundl\u00e6ggende \u00e5rsag til lidelse ikke selve oplevelsen af dualitet, men den fejlagtige tro p\u00e5, at denne oplevelse er virkelig. N\u00e5r dualitetens illusoriske natur er fuldt erkendt, oph\u00f8rer lidelsen, ligesom vores frygt for at blive bidt af en slange oph\u00f8rer, n\u00e5r vi indser, at det, vi tog for en slange, ikke er andet end et reb. For cirka fem \u00e5r siden havde jeg en dybtg\u00e5ende, livsforandrende oplevelse efter at have arbejdet med en ikke-dual l\u00e6rer i et par m\u00e5neder. Den eneste m\u00e5de, jeg kan fors\u00f8ge at beskrive denne oplevelse p\u00e5, er, at jeg s\u00e5, at alt var lavet af ren, ubetinget k\u00e6rlighed. Det, jeg f\u00f8r troede var \"mit liv\", viste sig ikke at v\u00e6re andet end en r\u00e6kke tanker. Kroppen, sindet og verden blev forvandlet af denne oplevelse. Badet i ren ubetinget k\u00e6rlighed gav kroppen slip p\u00e5 alle sammentr\u00e6kninger, og sindet var f\u00f8rst forbl\u00f8ffet, og da det begyndte at fungere igen, var det meget stille. Det tog omkring seks m\u00e5neder, f\u00f8r lyksaligheden blev mindre intens og blev den nye normal. Men da \"honningm\u00e5neperioden\" var overst\u00e5et, var nogle subtile identifikationsm\u00f8nstre tilbage.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Min motivation for at deltage i Evolute Institute-programmet udsprang af forst\u00e5elsen af, at den f\u00f8rste opv\u00e5gning kun er begyndelsen p\u00e5 vejen til selvrealisering. Jeg var nysgerrig efter at vide, om en psilocybin-guidet rejse kunne fremskynde frig\u00f8relsen af de subtile resterende identifikationsm\u00f8nstre. Nogle l\u00e6rere refererer til denne tilstand, hvor der ikke er mulighed for identifikation, som \"selvets endelige fald\". Efter at have konsulteret Evolute Institute's hjemmeside og nydt godt af deres udforskende samtaler med Dmitrij og Patrick, f\u00f8lte jeg st\u00e6rkt, at det var det rigtige at deltage i deres program.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Det psykedelisk assisterede retreat - Holotropisk \u00e5ndedr\u00e6t\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Under de forberedende online-m\u00f8der voksede min tillid til arrang\u00f8rernes kompetence. Det var ogs\u00e5 en fantastisk mulighed for at m\u00f8de \u00e5benheden og oprigtigheden hos de andre syv deltagere. At m\u00f8de dem personligt p\u00e5 retreaten gjorde oplevelsen endnu bedre. Retreatens smukke center og beliggenhed, de l\u00e6kre m\u00e5ltider og venligheden hos b\u00e5de arrang\u00f8rerne og deltagerne bidrog til en behagelig atmosf\u00e6re.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Om eftermiddagen p\u00e5 den f\u00f8rste dag havde vi en session med holotropisk vejrtr\u00e6kning. Det var f\u00f8rste gang, jeg pr\u00f8vede denne praksis, og jeg blev hurtigt f\u00f8rt ind i en smuk tilstand, hvor jeg f\u00f8lte, at gulvet under min krop dansede til musikken. Jeg oplevede en blanding af gl\u00e6de og tristhed og inds\u00e5, at der ikke i sig selv findes negative eller positive f\u00f8lelser; det er kun vores d\u00f8mmekraft, der g\u00f8r dem til det.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ceremonien\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Forberedelsesprocessen f\u00f8r rejsen gav endnu en mulighed for at knytte b\u00e5nd, grine og fjerne enhver bekymring. Da vi var klar, samledes vi i et rundt rum, hvor vi havde arrangeret vores hyggelige senge i en cirkel. Efter at have lyttet til facilitatorernes beroligende ord, drak vi v\u00e6sken fra vores psilocybin-kop, tog \u00f8jenmasker p\u00e5 og lagde os ned. Den smukke musik begyndte og markerede rejsens begyndelse.<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Noter om min fort\u00e6lling om min rejse\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Det, der var rationelt og gjort af sprog og billeder p\u00e5 min rejse, kan jeg sagtens huske og tale om. Mindre rationelle aspekter, der involverer symboler og bev\u00e6gelser, kan ogs\u00e5 huskes og p\u00e5 en eller anden m\u00e5de fort\u00e6lles, men l\u00e6serne b\u00f8r huske p\u00e5, at selvom s\u00e5danne dele af oplevelsen er meget vigtige, kan de ikke udtrykkes fuldt ud gennem sproget, og derfor b\u00f8r de ikke forvente, at disse dele af oplevelsen giver fuldst\u00e6ndig rationel mening. Paradokser kan opst\u00e5 i fors\u00f8get p\u00e5 at udtrykke det uudsigelige, og n\u00e5r vi er \u00e5bne over for muligheden af, at sandheden er hinsides sproget, kan s\u00e5danne paradokser v\u00e6re st\u00e6rke henvisninger til denne sandhed. Endelig vil aspekter af oplevelsen, som er helt ubeskrivelige, ikke blive beskrevet her, fordi de, som Wittgenstein sagde, m\u00e5 forbig\u00e5s i tavshed. Den eneste m\u00e5de, hvorp\u00e5 sindet kan konkludere noget om disse aspekter, er ved at sammenligne den tilstand, det var i f\u00f8r oplevelsen, med den tilstand, det er i efter. Og selvf\u00f8lgelig vil \"efter\" v\u00e6re en l\u00f8bende proces, fordi det at leve det, der blev \u00e5benbaret, er den eneste m\u00e5de, hvorp\u00e5 \u00e5benbaringen kan udfolde sig fuldt ud.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">F\u00e5 ord om et tilbagevendende symbol\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">P\u00e5 min rejse var der et tilbagevendende symbol, som skal introduceres her for dem, der ikke kender til Kashmir Shaivisme. I denne ikke-duale doktrin er Shiva, hvad Brahman er i Advaita Vedanta: den gr\u00e6nsel\u00f8se v\u00e6ren\/bevidsthed, hvori det mangfoldige opst\u00e5r og falder, og hvorfra det er skabt.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Min guide og rejsen\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Det hele begyndte med sorte og hvide symmetriske m\u00f8nstre. Jeg pr\u00f8vede at \u00e5bne \u00f8jnene (under \u00f8jenmasken), og m\u00f8nstrene fik levende farver. De var flydende, bev\u00e6gede sig og blandede sig med hinanden. Der var ikke andet end farvem\u00f8nstre, og deres sk\u00f8nhed fyldte mine sanser. Jeg var i forundring.\u00a0<br \/><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-14147 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.46.53-Design-a-horizontal-3_2-image-with-a-minimalist-and-soothing-approach-showing-a-transition-from-black-and-white-geometric-patterns-to-calm-subdued-c.webp\" alt=\"minimalistisk beroligende overgang fra sort til hvid, der repr\u00e6senterer en stemme\" width=\"1434\" height=\"819\" srcset=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.46.53-Design-a-horizontal-3_2-image-with-a-minimalist-and-soothing-approach-showing-a-transition-from-black-and-white-geometric-patterns-to-calm-subdued-c.webp 1434w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.46.53-Design-a-horizontal-3_2-image-with-a-minimalist-and-soothing-approach-showing-a-transition-from-black-and-white-geometric-patterns-to-calm-subdued-c-300x171.webp 300w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.46.53-Design-a-horizontal-3_2-image-with-a-minimalist-and-soothing-approach-showing-a-transition-from-black-and-white-geometric-patterns-to-calm-subdued-c-1024x585.webp 1024w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.46.53-Design-a-horizontal-3_2-image-with-a-minimalist-and-soothing-approach-showing-a-transition-from-black-and-white-geometric-patterns-to-calm-subdued-c-768x439.webp 768w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.46.53-Design-a-horizontal-3_2-image-with-a-minimalist-and-soothing-approach-showing-a-transition-from-black-and-white-geometric-patterns-to-calm-subdued-c-18x10.webp 18w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1434px) 100vw, 1434px\" \/><br \/><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">S\u00e5 h\u00f8rte jeg en stemme. Den var meget rolig, blid, k\u00e6rlig og beroligende. Jeg vidste med det samme, at stemmen var min guide p\u00e5 rejsen. Jeg kendte allerede dens navn; det var Shiva. \"Du kan sp\u00f8rge mig om alt, hvad du vil vide,\" sagde Shiva.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg f\u00f8lte en enorm gl\u00e6de.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\"Det eneste, jeg \u00f8nsker, er, at selvet skal falde. Hvad kan jeg g\u00f8re for at f\u00e5 det til at ske? spurgte jeg.  Shiva smilede, et smukt smil uden ansigt, bare en stemme blandt farver. \"Okay, det kan jeg hj\u00e6lpe dig med,\" svarede Shiva - \"lad os lede efter selvet sammen.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Og det var s\u00e5dan, min guide Shiva tog mig med p\u00e5 denne rejse, gennem alle farvem\u00f8nstre for at lede efter selvet, mit selv. Jeg vidste, at farverne var den m\u00e5de, hvorp\u00e5 verden, hele skabelsen, viste sig p\u00e5 rejsen. Selvom Shiva og jeg ikke havde kroppe, kunne vi ubesv\u00e6ret bev\u00e6ge os gennem farverne. Det var naturligt at antage, at uanset hvad jeg var, uanset hvad selvet var, s\u00e5 var det ogs\u00e5 lavet af de samme farvem\u00f8nstre.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Da vi n\u00e6rmede os forskellige dele af m\u00f8nstrene i s\u00f8gen efter selvet, afsl\u00f8rede de deres uh\u00e5ndgribelighed; de var der slet ikke i virkeligheden. Fra rejsens \"udefra\"-perspektiv fortsatte min s\u00f8gen efter selvet gennem farverne i lang tid. P\u00e5 trods af mine voksende udfordringer til Shiva blev jeg gentagne gange vist, at der ikke var noget, der hed selvet. Efter hver mislykket s\u00f8gen grinede jeg hjerteligt, som jeg aldrig havde gjort f\u00f8r i mit liv.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Grounding - en ny betydning af et gammelt begreb\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-14148 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.47.20-Design-an-image-of-Shiva-in-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-style-in-a-horizontal-3_2-format.-The-image-should-start-with-clear-clean-bla.webp\" alt=\"\" width=\"1434\" height=\"819\" srcset=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.47.20-Design-an-image-of-Shiva-in-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-style-in-a-horizontal-3_2-format.-The-image-should-start-with-clear-clean-bla.webp 1434w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.47.20-Design-an-image-of-Shiva-in-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-style-in-a-horizontal-3_2-format.-The-image-should-start-with-clear-clean-bla-300x171.webp 300w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.47.20-Design-an-image-of-Shiva-in-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-style-in-a-horizontal-3_2-format.-The-image-should-start-with-clear-clean-bla-1024x585.webp 1024w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.47.20-Design-an-image-of-Shiva-in-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-style-in-a-horizontal-3_2-format.-The-image-should-start-with-clear-clean-bla-768x439.webp 768w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-16.47.20-Design-an-image-of-Shiva-in-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-style-in-a-horizontal-3_2-format.-The-image-should-start-with-clear-clean-bla-18x10.webp 18w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1434px) 100vw, 1434px\" \/><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">N\u00e5r jeg ikke grinede, var jeg i total \u00e6refrygt.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg spurgte Shiva: \"Hvordan er hele skabelsen blevet til?\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Shiva smilede og svarede: \"Jeg vil vise dig, hvordan man g\u00f8r.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Shiva demonstrerede, \"hvordan man g\u00f8r\", ikke gennem ord, men gennem bev\u00e6gelser, som en dans, hvor farver blev til. De blev til i al deres substansl\u00f8shed, og alligevel s\u00e5 de meget virkelige ud. Shiva kaldte dette \"at se virkeligt ud\" for \"grounding\", men med en betydning, der var anderledes end den, l\u00e6rerne, jeg lyttede til, brugte udtrykket med. Jo mere det var sv\u00e6rt for mig at se farvernes (skabelsens, verdens) uvirkelighed, jo mere h\u00f8rte jeg Shiva sige: <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\"Det er grounding\" eller \"Det er den m\u00e5de, grounding sker p\u00e5\".<\/span><\/p><ol><li>P\u00e5 et bestemt tidspunkt p\u00e5 rejsen f\u00f8lte jeg smerte i de farvem\u00f8nstre, der svarer til min fod. Jeg udfordrede Shiva til at vise mig, at denne smerte ikke havde noget med mig selv at g\u00f8re. Shiva f\u00f8rte mig hen til disse m\u00f8nstre og viste mig, at de ogs\u00e5 var uden substans, og kaldte dem \"fornemmelser\".<p>\"Kan du se? Shiva sagde: \"De er bare fornemmelser.<\/p><p>Det tog mig et stykke tid at indse, at fornemmelserne var uh\u00e5ndgribelige, og da jeg gjorde det, forsvandt smerten med det samme.<\/p><p>Jeg sagde til Shiva: \"Men smerte er en sv\u00e6r en.<\/p><p>Og Shiva svarede: \"Det er den m\u00e5de, jordforbindelse sker p\u00e5.<\/p><\/li><li>P\u00e5 et andet tidspunkt trillede t\u00e5rerne ned ad kinderne p\u00e5 mig. Jeg m\u00e6rkede en h\u00e5nd r\u00f8re ved min, en facilitators. Jeg havde lyst til at sige: \"Bare rolig, det er kun gl\u00e6dest\u00e5rer\", men i stedet klemte jeg hendes h\u00e5nd og spurgte Shiva:<p>\"Hvad med denne ber\u00f8ring, denne slags omsorgsfulde ber\u00f8ring, er den ogs\u00e5 tom?<\/p><p>Og Shiva svarede: \"Ahh, ja, men det er jordforbindelse.<\/p><p>Og s\u00e5 f\u00f8rte Shiva mig ogs\u00e5 til det hj\u00f8rne af farvem\u00f8nstrene, hvor ber\u00f8ringen var, og afsl\u00f8rede dens uh\u00e5ndgribelighed.<\/p><\/li><li>P\u00e5 et andet tidspunkt var jeg i \u00e6refrygt over skabelsens perfektion, inklusive historien om denne tilsyneladende person. S\u00e6tninger sagt af facilitatorer og deltagere i forberedelsessessionerne dukkede ogs\u00e5 op p\u00e5 rejsen som farver. Jeg s\u00e5, hvordan alt i mit liv var beregnet til at f\u00f8re mig til undervisningen, til opv\u00e5gningen og nu til denne oplevelse.<p>Shiva s\u00e5 min \u00e6refrygt, morede sig og bem\u00e6rkede:<\/p><p>\"Hvad er du s\u00e5 overrasket over? Det hele er dig, du skaber det hele, du efterlader spor, du finder dem. Og s\u00e5 bliver du overrasket!<\/p><p>Jeg grinede og sagde: \"Det er bare s\u00e5 sv\u00e6rt at huske, at jeg er alt det her.<\/p><p>Og Shiva sagde: \"Ja, det er det n\u00f8dt til at v\u00e6re. Det er jordforbindelse.<\/p><\/li><\/ol><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Tomhed, ensomhed og ubetinget k\u00e6rlighed\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">En anden uforglemmelig del af oplevelsen var erkendelsen af den fuldst\u00e6ndige ensomhed i dette ene absolutte v\u00e6sen. Denne ensomhed havde intet at g\u00f8re med ensomhed, men alt at g\u00f8re med betingelsesl\u00f8s k\u00e6rlighed. Overalt, hvor jeg s\u00e5 hen, var alle farverne (verden) intet andet end dette absolutte v\u00e6sen, alle skabt af den samme substansl\u00f8se substans. Som objekter, enheder eller oplevelser var de s\u00e5ledes totalt substansl\u00f8se. Jeg s\u00e5, p\u00e5 en m\u00e5de, der var umulig at tvivle p\u00e5, at denne ensomhed er det, der g\u00f8r ren, betingelsesl\u00f8s k\u00e6rlighed mulig. Jeg forstod, hvordan sindsro virkelig f\u00f8ltes. Overalt, hvor jeg s\u00e5 hen, var der intet andet end dette ene v\u00e6sen, denne ene k\u00e6rlighed, denne ene og denne ene alene. Ingen del af skabelsen var god eller d\u00e5rlig, overlegen eller underlegen, bedre eller v\u00e6rre.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg s\u00e5, hvordan denne tomhed er meget fuld, og jeg s\u00e5 ogs\u00e5 foruds\u00e6tningen for at kunne se dette - for at kunne se denne tomheds fylde. Foruds\u00e6tningen er at erkende den totale substansl\u00f8shed i det, der kommer til syne. Det, der g\u00f8r tomheden s\u00e5 fuld, er ikke det, der vises i <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Det er det, der er virkeligt i det, der viser sig: intet andet end denne tomhed selv. Tomheden kender sig selv i al sin ensomhed, og det er ubetinget k\u00e6rlighed.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hvordan kan jeg huske dette for evigt?\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Der var \u00f8jeblikke, hvor jeg var meget bevidst om, at rejsen ville slutte, og i de \u00f8jeblikke var jeg bekymret for at glemme Shivas vejledning og vende tilbage til troen p\u00e5 selvet. Jeg var ikke bange for at glemme Shivas ord, men oplevelsen af fuld tomhed, den ikke-erfarede oplevelse, som ikke rigtig kan udtrykkes med ord - jeg kan kun v\u00e6re den. Det fortalte jeg Shiva.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Shiva svarede: \"Okay. Lad os lede efter den, der m\u00e5ske glemmer.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg grinede, men ogs\u00e5 denne gang inds\u00e5 jeg, at uanset hvad denne tilsyneladende person gjorde, ville det ikke betyde det mindste for, hvad jeg virkelig er. Uanset om denne tilsyneladende person glemmer eller ej, om den vender tilbage til at identificere sig med overbevisninger eller lever i sandhedens lys, er der intet <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Intet af det ville g\u00f8re den mindste forskel for mit virkelige v\u00e6sen. Denne erkendelse medf\u00f8rte endnu en b\u00f8lge af betingelsesl\u00f8s k\u00e6rlighed, men denne gang til den tilsyneladende person, som det var meningen, jeg skulle tilbage til. Jeg s\u00e5 med samme sindsro, at denne tilsyneladende person blot er \u00e9n farve blandt alle de andre, som alle skinner med den samme pragt.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Tak og farvel.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Fort\u00e6llingen om min rejse vil nu slutte med en anden del af oplevelsen, som jeg ogs\u00e5 finder ekstremt vigtig.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mod slutningen af rejsen undrede jeg mig over, hvorfor ingen af mine l\u00e6rere var med, og alligevel var de s\u00e5 vigtige i min vej til sandheden.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Shiva smilede, som om han l\u00e6ste mine tanker, og pegede s\u00e5 p\u00e5 farverne og spurgte: \"Kan du se dem her?\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg kiggede og kunne faktisk se dem for mig blandt farvem\u00f8nstrene, en efter en, hvor den vigtigste havde den st\u00f8rste tilstedev\u00e6relse.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg sagde til min l\u00e6rer: \"Nu ser jeg det ogs\u00e5 virkelig, det du ogs\u00e5 ser, Shivas dans.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Men da jeg blev ved med at kigge, forsvandt han, og s\u00e5 forsvandt alle de andre l\u00e6rere ogs\u00e5, lige for \u00f8jnene af mig. De forsvandt fuldst\u00e6ndigt og efterlod ikke andet end uh\u00e5ndgribelige farver.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">S\u00e5 spurgte jeg Shiva\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\"Hvad med dig, Shiva? Du er i det mindste virkelig, ikke?\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Men Shiva svarede slet ikke. Og jeg vidste, virkelig vidste, at Shiva var v\u00e6k. Den guide, der havde taget mig med p\u00e5 denne vidunderlige, fantastiske rejse, var v\u00e6k for altid. <\/span><\/p><p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Selvf\u00f8lgelig<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, <br \/>t\u00e6nkte jeg. <br \/>Og f\u00f8lte en enorm lyksalighed.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-14160 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-17.31.17-Create-a-horizontal-3_2-image-that-embodies-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-symbolizing-a-psilocybin-journey.-Use-a-color-palette-that-mov-2.webp\" alt=\"et kollaps ind i det sande selv p\u00e5 en psykedelisk rejse\" width=\"1075\" height=\"614\" srcset=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-17.31.17-Create-a-horizontal-3_2-image-that-embodies-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-symbolizing-a-psilocybin-journey.-Use-a-color-palette-that-mov-2.webp 1075w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-17.31.17-Create-a-horizontal-3_2-image-that-embodies-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-symbolizing-a-psilocybin-journey.-Use-a-color-palette-that-mov-2-300x171.webp 300w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-17.31.17-Create-a-horizontal-3_2-image-that-embodies-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-symbolizing-a-psilocybin-journey.-Use-a-color-palette-that-mov-2-1024x585.webp 1024w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-17.31.17-Create-a-horizontal-3_2-image-that-embodies-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-symbolizing-a-psilocybin-journey.-Use-a-color-palette-that-mov-2-768x439.webp 768w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/DALL\u00b7E-2023-12-23-17.31.17-Create-a-horizontal-3_2-image-that-embodies-a-soothing-geometric-to-organic-transition-symbolizing-a-psilocybin-journey.-Use-a-color-palette-that-mov-2-18x10.webp 18w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1075px) 100vw, 1075px\" \/><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\"Hjemkomsten\" fra rejsen og integrationssessionerne\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Da jeg \"vendte tilbage\" fra rejsen, var der tomhed overalt, hvor jeg s\u00e5 hen, og den omfattede mine h\u00e6nder, vennerne, v\u00e6relset, sengen, tr\u00e6erne udenfor, lydene og selve luften. Og denne tomhed var fuld. Vi gik ud for at spise middag og talte ikke om vores oplevelse med hinanden f\u00f8r dagen efter, da facilitatorerne med rette foreslog, at der ville ske mere, og at vi derfor skulle blive p\u00e5 rejsen i stedet for at fors\u00f8ge at udtrykke den. Efter middagen opfordrede de os til at lave en tegning af vores oplevelse og udleverede pasteller og tegnepapir. Og det var en rigtig god id\u00e9, for dagen efter, i den f\u00f8rste integrationssession, hjalp vores tegninger os meget med at dele vores rejser med resten af gruppen.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><figure id=\"attachment_14137\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-14137\" style=\"width: 1024px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-14137 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/luciana.webp\" alt=\"integrationstegning efter lucianas psykedeliske ceremoni\" width=\"1024\" height=\"737\" data-wp-editing=\"1\" srcset=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/luciana.webp 1024w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/luciana-300x216.webp 300w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/luciana-768x553.webp 768w, https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/luciana-18x12.webp 18w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-14137\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Billede tegnet af Luciana p\u00e5 EvoLEAD Retreat i november 2023.<\/figcaption><\/figure><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I l\u00f8bet af denne f\u00f8rste dag med integration og deling, s\u00e5vel som dagen efter, f\u00f8lte jeg, at alle deltagerne var dybt p\u00e5virkede af deres egen rejse. Den \u00e5benhed efter rejsen, som jeg m\u00e6rkede dybt i dem alle, var for mig endnu et tegn p\u00e5 sk\u00f8nheden i at give slip og v\u00e6re \u00e5ben over for det, der opst\u00e5r.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><h2><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nogle refleksioner\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/h2><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hver gang vi fors\u00f8ger at konceptualisere eller opleve vores absolutte guddommelige natur, fejler vi. Men det er godt, at vi fejler, for denne fiasko viser os igen og igen, at vi ikke er et objekt, ikke noget, vi kan opleve i et subjekt-objekt-forhold. Det er ligegyldigt med l\u00e6ren, historierne, ordene, opv\u00e5gningerne, \u00e5benbaringerne. Denne rejse viste mig, at det var tid til at give slip p\u00e5 dem alle. Give helt slip p\u00e5 alle historier og beg\u00e6r.  Inklusive \u00f8nsket om befrielse. Det, der er tilbage, er ubetinget k\u00e6rlighed, k\u00e6rlighed til k\u00e6rlighed, som udtrykker sig p\u00e5 alle mulige m\u00e5der.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nogle h\u00e6vder, at psykedeliske guidede oplevelser ikke har noget at g\u00f8re med den slags \u00e5benbaringer, der g\u00e5r ud over sindet. De h\u00e6vder, at det er nonsens. De siger, at alle psykedeliske oplevelser er resultatet af en omkobling af hjernen, en omkobling, der skaber nye og mere intelligente m\u00e5der for sindet at bearbejde tidligere indsamlet information p\u00e5 og at bedrage sig selv i processen, for eksempel ved at skabe illusionen om en \u00e5benbaring og dermed blive overrasket over sin egen skabelse.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Andre h\u00e6vder, at alt, hvad psykedelisk plantemedicin g\u00f8r, er at fjerne nogle begr\u00e6nsende mentale filtre, s\u00e5 sindet bliver \u00e5bent for en oplevelse af virkeligheden, som er t\u00e6ttere p\u00e5 sandheden om vores sande natur. S\u00e5, siger de, indsigt og \u00e5benbaringer sker gennem sindet, men er ikke en skabelse af sindet.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jeg tror, at begge perspektiver er rigtige, og ingen af dem er det. Frem for alt betyder det ikke noget. Det er blot to muligheder blandt uendeligt mange for, at vores sande v\u00e6sen oplever sig selv, som det g\u00f8r.  Det oplever hele tiden sig selv som det, der ikke er, og nogle gange som det, der ikke kan tales om. I begge tilf\u00e6lde er der altid kun dette ene v\u00e6sen, der oplever sig selv. Min psilocybin-guidede rejse har vist mig dette, og selvf\u00f8lgelig vidste jeg det allerede. For sandheden er, at vi ikke kan l\u00e6re om vores sande natur, fordi vi f\u00e5r at vide, hvad den er. Vi kender vores sande natur, fordi vi erkender den. S\u00e5 hvorfor skulle det betyde noget, hvordan denne erkendelse kommer i stand?<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-357026e elementor-widget elementor-widget-template\" data-id=\"357026e\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"template.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-template\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"section\" data-elementor-id=\"14181\" class=\"elementor elementor-14181\" data-elementor-post-type=\"elementor_library\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-239d3df e-con-full e-flex e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"239d3df\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;gradient&quot;}\">\n\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-6cd619b e-flex e-con-boxed e-con e-child\" data-id=\"6cd619b\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e713db2 elementor-widget-tablet__width-inherit elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"e713db2\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/evolute-institute.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/elementor\/thumbs\/Dimi_square_small-quwrl0uy8h45j3yjqp1hxd4h7qll64z8ll1tf84c0g.jpg\" title=\"Dimi_square_small\" alt=\"Dimi_square_small\" loading=\"lazy\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1600e1a elementor-widget-tablet__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"1600e1a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><strong>Dr. Dmitrij Achelrod<\/strong>,<\/p><p>Medstifter af Evolute Institute<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-77e4bf9 e-con-full e-flex e-con e-child\" data-id=\"77e4bf9\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e0d4b53 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"e0d4b53\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h5 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">F\u00f8ler du dig inspireret?<br>LAD OS tale sammen<\/h5>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-13492bc elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"13492bc\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>Vi inviterer dig til at planl\u00e6gge et opkald med os. 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